Sunday, May 20, 2007

Things keep changing

Today has been a day where I could see the changes happening. Trent has had moments of anger associated with the loss of his drivers' license. He feels that he's lost all freedoms. I can't imagine how he feels but I recognize more and more each day why it is necessary. He was obsessive about a plant I brought home yesterday. He moved it from one pot to another and then everytime I left him alone today, he moved the pot. Then he planted it in the sun. Then he replanted it across the yard. I tried saying it was okay, just leave it alone but he just couldn't. Finally, I found myself in a such a mess. All I could see was how quickly things were progressing and how poorly I was coping. The phone rings. Mom needs something and I don't have the energy to give what she needs.

1 comment:

Charla (SHar-la) said...

I talked to Mom today and she told me you had had a hard day. I'm sorry I haven't returned your phone call yet, but I will. I have been trying to fight off getting sick, so I have come home and just layed on the couch all afternoon/evening until it is time to go to bed. I am going to be in Amarillo on June 4 for my Dr's appointment. Maybe we can touch base and come see you guys.